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30 April, 2020: TiDo

4/30/2020

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Tongva Land, Los Angeles, USA

​Mask Up

 
In my line of organizing work
I’m usually down to mask up
Cause it means shit’s about to go 
Down at a public protest
And I’m not trying to get doxxed. 
 
But this masking up everyday
Just to go outside? 
Just to see people?
I hate it. 
It’s hot, stuffy
And becomes a struggle -
Harder to breathe
Harder to talk
Harder to just be
Cause I can’t think without this pandemic
Hanging over my head.
 
COVID-19, 
An omnipresent catastrophe
Even though my life looks and feels mostly fine
Is a cognitive dissonance 
That’s hard to process
But again I’m mostly fine
Except when I wear the mask
Cause then a mental harangue of
<Alert! Stay at home! Alert! Flatten the curve!>
<WE ARE ALL IN TERRIBLE DANGER>
Rains down
And I forget what I’m doing cause
This mask is suffocating 
Like this omnipresent catastrophe. 



I go by TiDo or 杜雪玲. I use she/her pronouns. I cry over spilt compost. I smile with doggos, hikes, books, and gardens. I don’t just laugh at flatulent humor; I greet my parents with it. And I teach and organize.

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